The Moments.

It’s very difficult for me to explain how amazing this group at MSRI is. I think that we all so barely fit together, but that we have created an ability to share a sense of sameness. We are all stressed, tired, yet anxious to get the research starting, to start the real work. We all want each other to succeed, and we know that we all together can achieve great things. The whole is really bigger then the sum of it’s parts. It’s beyond inspiring. I know I am going to come out a better person than I am now. 

So far so awesome. The people are insanely nice. Cute girls. Everything is awesome.

I’m going to use some letters and number, because I wanna be mysterious like that. You won’t be able to guess unless you REALLY know me. And please, just let things be.


BM24 - You’re straight up smarter than me dude, and it annoys me that you don’t own your own company yet or something. I don’t know, I guess I’m being successful, but if you just tried you’d be doing so much better then me. You can’t be jealous of me, you just need to try and you’ll be making me look bad in no time. Try, please try. I’m jealous you’re smarter than me.

NV104 - I’m jealous seeing everyone who has you in their lives, when I don’t. Wow, I was so extremely stupid to act the way I did. I screwed up badly, and I honestly can’t remember why. You’re great, amazing, but I was trying to force something, and I think it was just because I was afraid to lose you. I said something that I did not mean, and that changed us forever. You tried, but I resisted, and now when I want to try to bring you back, you resist. I guess I’ll just have to always have you in my memories.

MC85 - You have no idea how luck you are, how much I wish I could have something remotely good as you have. You’re perfect, or as close as humans can be to perfect. It’s that simple, I wish I was you in every way. I’m lucky to have you as a friend.

Jessica Jong is the most awesome person in the whole while world. :)